Hey people!!! notice something different? You can now leave me a note by clicking on the words "speak your mind". Make sure you click on the correct post you want to comment on... :P So fun!!! hahaha....

Dunno what to write about anymore... I'm trying very hard not to think about her. But every girl that passes me by reminds me of her. I really don't wish to be trapped in my emotions again. Had lunch alone just now. My mind started wandering and I started wishing that she'd run back to me again. She'd run back to me and give me a big hug. I keep telling myself its foolishness... so I snap (ouch) out of it and back into the canteen. The noise is overwhelming...The bad thing about going through a crisis, is that the world moves on... People do come and encourage you, they uphold you in prayer. But the world moves on. Thats what Mervyn said too... His dad passed away quite suddenly. Although I don't feel the true extent of his pain. I understand what he means. Sometimes you'd just wish you could sit and stare at people rushing about without being disturbed... Without cares or responsibilities.

Oh joy... Eileen just came online. There's this sick feeling in my stomach... I don't want to get hurt again. I just messaged 'hi'... Think I'll log off now and go for my lab. Flee from temptation??

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......... ok, I'll flee.